You can feel yourself slip again
Your chest starts to tighten
And your thoughts slowly blacken
It is a subtle process but it is happening
Will it be worse this time, wondering.
You do not want to lie in that state again
A promise you make to yourself
Now and back then
Every time you cry without reason.
But here you are, prating
Once again, to bury that side of you
That will always be hurting;
Once you have creeped into the dark
All your broken pieces are terrified to go back.
But I tell you, whether or not
You are sliding into Hell's mouth
Once again and once more after that
I will be here pulling you back up;
When you are tired of looking for light
I will never tire of your fight.